Well everyone, I am in Greenville right now visiting my mom and dad. It is like a captivity situation but I only have seven more days. I survive by being thankful for what is good about it which mostly has to do with comfort and food. I also have a few friends that I am able to socialize with, though the main problem is that I can't socialize well because I do not have a car. And really I could borrow my dad's truck, but my mom would freak out. And that is the main issue is that my mom controls me irrationally and emotionally punishes me no matter what I do. So if I use a certain plate or bowl then we might have twenty conversations where I justify my decision. It is actually I think beyond anything that people can understand in this life and I just have to believe that God understands and that someday it will be over.
My dad is living in assisted living now and I thought he was safe there but he fell last night because they are not that vigilant about keeping him safe. But he is not supposed to get up by himself but the fact is that he did and it is their job to keep him from falling. So that is unreliable but I think I will advise my mom to just keep him there and know there is nothing that we can do about how people treat us. People are mean to me in New York, too, and there are multiple networks of people who target me personally with their racism and harrassment. And yet I see our country being ruined too and know that it could be an entire generation of young people who have it worse in our country full of about two thirds savage barbarians. So I will just keep staying alive, praying, and waiting until someone goes too far.
This blog is ruined. You can tell I tried to share my faith but that is not really the whole issue. At first my writing was just friendly high quality and it wasn't that religious. But people have reduced my life to only having hope for heaven, so that is what I try to share with other people. But it doesn't matter does it. I simply have no online outlet for good communication anymore. Facebook took themselves back. I kind of feel sorry for them because it could have been a historical legacy lasting hundreds of years but they chose the politics or the money or something that ruined one of the best things that ever happened to people. They are like billionaire failures. Another interesting thing is how nerdy some of this persecution is. Like it is the history nerds from school who want to be in the textbooks seeming like latin revolutionaries or whatever else they saw in their school lessons other than the baby killers that they are. Happy Mothers Day, we're coming for your tax dollars to kill everyone's full term children. Self-righteousness without the righteousness. The finale to four year of relentless political abuse is Biden stuttering in Poland as China and Iran prepare to come take slaves from America. I could literally keep writing for twenty more pages about the same stuff that depresses me every day. But in some ways, it just isn't necessary, because EVERYONE ALREADY KNOWS! That's why you are censoring us. Because you don't want the truth to be told. But everyone already knows it and you have recorded yourselves deliberately ruining the lives of almost the whole world for multiple generations. We all know what you did and how fake your protests are and how you have to call anyone who does what they are supposed to a supremacist to try to explain the growing difference between the socialist hell holes and the flourishing grocery economies of the places where people chose service instead of empty, abusive activism.
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