Who really wants to say I told you so

 Is this some kind of joke that Biden is in Delaware on vacation while Putin has nuclear weapons on launch mode?  We should have shot down every one of their military targets as soon as Putin even moved his soldiers to Ukraine's border. I feel bad for not blogging my suspicion that choosing not to defend Ukraine would in no way prevent the world war that Putin wants to start.  He decided in quarantine that he wants to use up Russia’s stockpile of military resources, and America is one of the targets.  Possibly after Europe, but possibly not. This is his sick bucket list from facing covid. Will I post this, will I not. I don't know. I have ideas for a full military strategy that are so good I shouldn't post them.  And I am a poet and mentally ill depressed person.  So frankly that makes me impatient with a president who might be incompetent in all senses of the word. And yet there is another tragedy, to not be that surprised, and to see that really it does reflect our country in many ways.

Continued blog coverage of the invasion of Europe

 

Ok, some American troops deployed.  Are there enough? Or will it be a political game for US politics, to say, at least we tried, etc. To say, we have some blood in the “game,” instead of the blood being on the losing side.  Is Biden a good person after all? Is he the Julie Andrews of politics? I will support him and already was, until I saw Ukraine get faked out.  And then sanctions, but where is the defense? That is all I will say for a while. People have their reasons for not trusting leaders, and the aggression happening in our own country is for me one of those reasons. Democrats tear things up with their teeth and then say they don’t believe in violence. And now we need to use weapons, or are multiple cities expected to be martyred by nukes, and for what? Christianity? After mocking evangelicals for thirty years?  I think there has already been quite a display of our patience.

Judgement Day Cards

 Well everyone, it is a Thursday morning. I am saddened by the horror overseas, and of course the problems in our country that probably have more foreign influence than people realize or will admit. But the good guys will win and the truth will prevail. I wrote about my opinions on my mad blog and I might have overdone it a little bit but I am going by what I read in the news.  Today I might go to the grocery store.  I don't feel safe on the subway now and question the intentions of our new mayor though it is early to tell what will happen with some things. So I am not sure how to go to the bank later this week. I usually go downtown because the racism in my neighborhoods has prevented me from being able to shop normally and go to the banks closer to where I live. I thought of a good idea for Judgement Day which is like a Pokemon card game where people have their stats and you try to beat people's other cards with profiles of people who seem random but might "trump" people in unexpected ways.  In heaven there would be billions of possible cards, and some people would be like drawing a "draw four" card in Uno, or like the Queen of Spades in Hearts or something.  That is an idea for a poem, I guess, so I will try to write it soon.  I am just writing this post now because my next post seems like it is from today when really it was from several days ago.  Well have a nice day everyone.

See you at the poles

   Well everyone, I hope you are having a good Monday and aren’t having a bad case of the Monday blues or a Russian invasion of your country. I myself was extra careful to not accidentally hum the wrong national anthem when I walked to the grocery store today.  That is my topic for this blog post which is actually just a random opinion and not about the war that is probably about to happen on a terrifying horrific scale.  

    Anyway my opinion I want to share is that I think our country chose the wrong national anthem and it should have been the “my country tis of thee” song, and that the star spangled better works better as a poem.   When you quote the poem to yourself, it is really kind of powerful.  “Oh say does that star spangled banner ever yet wave…”. That is powerful.  But in song form it kind of has the tune of a screeching cat.  People freaked out that time that Rosanne Barr butchered the song on purpose as a joke, but the song is already “butchered.” Like it is really a poem and not that good of a song.  Did God allow it so we would look stupid all these years at baseball games?  I don’t know. Possibly. I am not suggesting that it be changed, but I am sharing this artistic opinion that I believe I am right about. There is a truth to what is good art, what is good speech, what is true and right.  And when people decide what everyone will go along with, maybe it works out fine, but maybe eventually people see things for what it is.  This genuinely isn’t a post about the war or our country’s problem politics, or the fact that I might not be able to watch the news during this time because of racism. This post is not in disguise or implying certain agendas that the in-crowd will nod along with. It is just an effort to do a normal blog post like my old posts before this blog was ruined by people hurting me. 

   Anyway, back to the star spangled banner song.  Is it an indication that there is supposed to be a place for poetry more in our society? Like maybe that there should be an anthem and a poem? This isn’t that important but I do say it because I believe I am right and the truth of it is really something to think about and learn from.

Way to go Olympic athletes, you deserve a lot of medals

 Hi everyone, I hope you are having a nice Friday so far.  If you are just now reading this blog, you can see that there has been some recent censorship drama. It does bother me but I also know it is rigged and Zuckerberg has been nice to me. I love facebook- it changed my life.  But I think that some people want there to be a social civil war happening at the same time as a possible world war, and I think those people are going to lose some friends and possibly already have. I blocked most of them already.  I just think that people who want to make everything be about an election every four years might be missing some other opportunities, and people who make everything else turn into a fight too might have done worse than miss opportunities.   

So that is that. I might post some more stuff on my new minds dot com site. I steadily think of zingers but some of it is becoming obsolete.  For instance, I have an idea for a post with the New York Times building where I call it the Iranian Embassy.  I mean that is freaking classic but really they could be targeted by actual Iran and then won’t I look stupid?

 

I want to tell everyone I don’t think New York is going to be nuked.  It is just a personal prophecy feeling but I will go ahead and share it. In my social skills group for mental illness we talked about Putin and Biden’s social skills.  It was kind of funny to see it that way but I hope everyone is staying safe.  Probably all those guys have been attacking the United States for ten years and that is part of what is behind all the shootings and other random violence.  I am keeping Asian Americans in mind because a lot of them have been hurt lately and you could totally see even China or someone staging those attacks to trick us.

 

But way to go Olympic athletes and your mascot is cool too.

Legal Terms

 So this is interesting.  I post a photo of a unicorn pinata on my minds dot com page, which I have retreated to because of censorship on facebook.  That’s Facebook, with sometimes literally only ads on my feed, running along the posts of my friends, who will never be paid because technically they’re not influencers.  So facebook is still cashing in on a huge chunk of normal nice people who haven’t been won over as official socialists yet.  I have to say I do agree with Facebook’s staunch support of black people, because they are at risk in our culture and war and have a legacy of endurance that is possibly the most special part of world history happening right now. And could they take refuge in those other sites? Possibly not. But the leveraged algorithms and sometimes blatant silencing on facebook is a hypocrisy, which I believe takes for granted the goodness of less political people.  And I think they are actively starving us of seeing as many good posts as well, after years of an appreciation and participation that was simply not aggressively supremacist in any way.  People want to say that caring about kids, posting photos of family, and sharing recipes is the same as white supremacy.  But we feel sorry for you and everyone sees your bullcrap for what it is, just like the starbucks logo and everything else that's deliberately offensive in our lives. 

Anyway as I was saying, I posted the photo of the unicorn and I think it was a good post in that minds site libertarian context.  And before that I posted a blog post about Target and shared it on facebook.  That is what got me censored. Well it so happens that I bought that same unicorn pinata for my nieces at a Target during Christmastime, and when I did, a legal shark private investigator made themselves known at the cash register.  It was because I was low on my cash which also includes SSDI money.  Plus it seems now that they predicted my participation in free speech social media which I am afraid probably does harbor a lot of racists and right wing extremists.

 

So that is very interesting, because I also expect to find some gamer friends on these social media sites, and I feel like that private investigator actually is essentially a gamer in a strategy game that is supposed to reach into the next million years or so.  And in another post I called one of my old bookstore bosses a nemesis, which is a word I don’t mean to copy from a different writer, but I don’t know how else to refer to someone who is like a strategy game opponent past purgatory.  Okay opponent was the missing word.  Anyway I also want to say that my main reaction when I was standing next to the legal threat person is that the person is going to heaven someday.  I am just good at spiritual assessment and believed on sight that person is not in danger of God’s wrath.  And other people I know who have veered towards mixing up other religions or just denying Christianity actually do seem to have a worse spiritual problem, and yet they are not legally terrorizing me to the point where I have to communicate to the person I like through secret messages in an insurance call.

 

And then now as I type that I suspect that it is not about gaming but about comedy. Meanwhile it still seems like my books aren’t being read and I know they should be.  What is the problem?  I don’t need to be CS Lewis but I do think I should have the right to be Refried Bean.

 

Well, I don’t know if I will share this post any time soon on facebook or if I can.  I mean maybe I can share it on minds dot com but am I a target now from more than Target?

 

Have a great day everyone, stay safe. Just eat food, stock up on groceries, do the best you can. Put your faith in God and your martyrdom will not be wasted.

Being De-activated

I kind of get it, how people like me should not be the older brother in the prodigal son story and criticize the political people while they work out their hypocrisy quirks from not having the same religion. I really do see it and feel a genuine patience.  And yet I don’t have a livelihood and am being persecuted by the main market outlet that also in some ways has officially super-ceded government.  And the fact that it is also technically personal and will cut me off from lifelong friends, after contributing so much to their success myself.  The fact is that my contribution actually could be calculated into dollars, and in a way already has been and is reflected in people’s fortunes.  Yet my loss is incalculable and will be worse when sad lonely kids also don’t have access to an author’s books that could have added to another safe classroom environment.  That is a new turf people are fighting over, after years of proving the media can’t quite be trusted with anything sacred.

Does Russia see our bullseyes

 Black people in Target ads.  Such a revolution.  Really, it brings tears to my eyes.  How are your wages, Target?  Something tells me that your billionaire stockholders are the ones still holding on to all the reparitions money for us.  I am sure the cashiers won't mind at all when you all make your tearful presentation of such a priceless or priceful gift to our nation, or at least screech in pain in front of the yawning chasm of fire once everyone knows it is too late.

Books to help with Bullying

If your child likes Maus, they might really like a book series called Dead Sea Squirrels, which is about Jesus Christ gunning down liberal bullies at Armageddon. Gee, why isn’t that being shared on facebook? People say, no, you don’t understand, it will be the kids hurt by gun violence.  Or is that actually a risk because of the Russians and Jihadists in our society that we don’t know about because our media would rather also assault us?  Facing World War III without good journalism.  Or is it a Civil War, or just the Culture War that got too nasty, or always was?

 

Our silence is the exact patience that will save your souls if that is still possible, though everyone knows by now it might not be. As long as people try to equate hate crimes with innocent work and volunteering, then you will never have the other half of the country you have lost and continue to cruelly taunt because of your greed and monstrous thirst for power.

Welcome to my blog

 Hi everyone, I hope you are having a nice day. Today is the day after groundhog’s day.  It is such a sweet holiday that has not been commercialized whatsoever.  But I think children should get candy or something for it, in addition to drawing pictures of a sweet brown animal.

Anyway I am advertising on facebook now, for 7 dollars a day.  That is a small budget.  I am averaging 27 cents a click which is really pretty good.  It is also on a trend where the clicks are increasing so I am excited about that.

 

But you can probably see that I have published a lot of books without much of a following to show for it.  It does agonize me but I think there is a conspiracy and I am trying to be patient. 

 

In this blog my personal wrenching becomes mixed with political perspectives sometimes, and I am expressing some views as a reaction to a lot of news that I almost can’t even read anymore.  I just feel a media assault that makes me feel triggered by stories and posts and causes me to defend people who I think are accused unfairly.  So I seem like a right winger but I actually conspicuously did not choose politics as my main expression of beliefs.  Some people did, and they want to drag people like me into it more.  In the north, it is popular to “speak truth to power,” but most of these people have all the cultural power and political power already, so they can only act out their charade by targeting church leaders and republicans. I feel bad for them, and some of the missing religion here is a tragedy.

 

But some of these people are the best people there are and have years behind them of providing care for oppressed people as an example that should not be wasted.  Has there been enough outreach instead of persecution?  I would say no, and the habit seems to be that once people crack the code on societal needs, they try to enforce their ways though law before winning people over in a more authentic way of service, which does happen to be the sincere religion of the people most violated.  

 

Anyway no need to try to explain everything I have observed, but there is a lot of political hypocrisy that has ruined my life personally, as well as heroic mercy that has kept me alive to experience more oppression.  So I will at least blog about it while people ignore me, and look forward to heaven when God tells me my blog was his favorite without a doubt, and that I was the star of an imaginary mice cartoon for the saints all along.

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