Biden's brain is emptier than a northern church

i believe we are going to be invaded by russia and china. iran is already here.

 

it will be overwhelming,  they will come through canada. it will say in the news they are in montana. then kansas. then missouri. it will be heartbreaking.

 

our chance to prevent it was to fight for ukraine. but we chose not to. they probably will try to establish a post in new york. that is why china and russia already bought up real estate. so our city might not get nuked.  probably it will be alaska, portland, and california in one day. then the soldiers will get here and invade from the north and south. then the u.s. will reactionarily dispatch soldiers, some of which will not be loyal.

 

and all the while people will still be fighting each other about politics and expressing their hate as children are taken to china

 

where the ratio of men to women is 5 to 1 because of their buddhist culture of child murder

Sins by Omission

Here are some articles from when I went missing in 1999. One of the articles used to say I was a devout presbyterian but it has been edited.  I think it is the one that now mentions the hotel where my friend and I stayed. I don’t know why anyone would think they need to change an article from 20 years ago, and maybe it is a different article that is missing now. But if people did edit it to give a different impression of me, that is some weird persecution for someone who already was blocked from participating in media. And I would not have expected it from NY Post. I would have expected it from New York Times. But anyway, hopefully the north will secede soon.

 

https://www.nytimes.com/1999/04/12/nyregion/south-carolina-college-student-disappears-on-a-trip-to-the-city.html

 

https://nypost.com/1999/04/12/student-vanishes-from-midtown/

 

https://nypost.com/1999/04/13/missing-s-c-student-turns-up-at-bellevue/

 

We are the Champions, my friend

Hi everyone, here are some photos of my old class jersey from the Eastside Week reverse gender football game. Refried Bean is a nickname I have had since middle school. Now it is my pen name on the books I have been publishing since 2016. Possibly my books will be challenged, or my pen name, or some other kind of legal harrassment.  But I am innocent and honest and if you don't support someone like me then you are not a real social justice advocate or a true evangelical. I hope you all enjoy the books. I expect to be harrassed and abused for the rest of my life that probably only has about five years left. There seems to already be a line of people waiting to do lawsuits but all of them are bad people who should have waited to see what I could have personally given them if I had not been censored and pre-crime murdered.

 

 

VISIT MY NEW BLOG OF POSITIVE POSTS

www.refriedbeanblog44.blogspot.com 

Hi everyone, I have started a new blog where I say happy things that are going well.

If you want to read some funny books, I wrote 40 books and published them on amazon.  It is mostly poetry and I think young people would like a lot of the writing:

www.refriedbean.com

The books are also a cheerful resource for people with depression and I myself have survived mental illness for about twenty-five years.

If you want to learn some things about Christianity, a lot of my books share some jokes that also have valuable information and prayer ideas. Mostly the concept is that God will love anyone and you can ask for any blessings you would ever want and be surprised.  I feel that my problems in life have obscured this some for readers and that is why I am trying to start a new blog.

Here is the link to my new blog:

www.refriedbeanblog44.blogspot.com

I found a huge bear at the grocery store

 hi everyone, I found this bear next to the dumpster at the grocery store and brought it home as a decoration.  It seems plenty clean and I am excited about it.

Thanks, everyone, who read my blogs at any time.  This blog went through a phase of rant posts and I am now starting over with a new blog to say things I am happy about.  I suspect it could take on a sarcastic tone sometimes but I feel that I would rather not be too much of a complainer when I have enough food and safety and am not being tortured behind a cash register.

So thanks everyone, have a great day.

My new blog is refriedbeanblog44.blogspot.com

A pinata for the democratic party

 That is what I am in New York City. A target for people's hypocritical bullying. Some people have it worse and can't go to the grocery store at all. But I am almost there myself and receive a psychological punishment for almost anything I do, which was also how my family problems were that I have still not escaped from despite moving far away and funding my own existence with borrowed money, some of which is from other people who are treated the same way.  How long will that be maintained. I will tell you that I think not much longer, and that eventually the good pinatas like me will run out and you will be hitting things with shards of glass and nails flying into your blind racist eyes.

how to go down in history

 This flag did not persecute me:

This flag does persecute me:

There are a variety of intents among a diverse group of people with different experiences, speaking of diversity.  But generally, I will say that to me, the rainbow flag was a relevant symbol of brave people sticking up for themselves, and the newer, complicated flag is a flag of control freaks who got greedy.  Conflators who wanted revenge and domination, and stolen fame in front of some imagined history that is destroying its own audience on purpose, including young people suffering with real gender differences. I will be working out my disgust from this persecution for the rest of my life.

Hate is what they want from me and what their flag stands for. People can say what they mean and don't mean, but the truth is often more apparent than what people will admit, and hundreds of millions of people who were betrayed by the same hypocrits know exactly what I am talking about. Believe me or don't believe me, and support me or don't.  The truth will be known and play itself "out."

Downfall of Blog and Country

 

Well everyone, can I ever return to my blog as just a fun journal instead of a list of all encompassing grievances of which there is no limit for more material?

 

I think some stuff has happened that makes it too late for people to benefit from what I have to say.  Possibly some of my poetry books will get to the next people and be good for entertainment and small scale religious support.  But a bad cloud of politics definitely had its way over my very decent and legitimate attempts to participate well in mass communication.

 

So the idea to share for this post is that I think our country should consider breaking up, though it could be too late for that.  Maybe into three countries, maybe North America into some new states with Mexico included as well.  Maybe some states combined into provinces like Canada. This could have been done through treaties, laws, and votes, but probably now any solutions like that will not be peaceful.  Political people just were too intent on having their way and they were media people, so they ate up our facebook free speech blessing and will now weild our own friendships as one of their most aggressive weapons.  And yet I think there are a lot of people like me who have had enough.  There were some late comers to the more liberal views about insurance and gender, and a lot of those people still have a goodness about them that could have been for the whole country.  But the less peaceful minded people wanted something other than the justice they claimed to fight for. They wanted to be in the history books defeating their imaginary oppressors. The anti-christianity among so much of it is to me the sign that it won’t yield good results and some stuff is probably going to happen to change things in ways people would not expect.

 

I guess there could be a world war soon, but I also see that a lot of people might have to flee persecution in the United States, and either establish their own territories ungoverned by democratic power freaks, or immigrate to other places like Africa and China with colonial intentions like the Mexicans.

 

Obviously I am just writing without knowing that much, but there are some things I do know about what will not fly in this world and in God’s sight.

Demising and Despising

 Well everyone, I hope you are having a good day and don’t mind this variety of rant quality complaining on my blog.  I really only have a few topics left rattling around in my brain. One of those topics has to do with definitely skipping the arrogance parade in New york for the Juneteenth time this year, and being tired of the pronoun police harassing me even though I actually have legitimate gender problems that their appropriation and religious persecution is based on.  I would prefer to have used my pen name Refried Bean ten years ago as soon as I came to New York and then sincerely avoid pronouns according to my lifelong gender suffering, but it is exactly those kind of people who shut me down on a level not just of career loss but of worldwide influence loss. But I am learning that the scale of it that makes me despair also makes it be God’s concern and not mine, and I might not even have interest to watch my enemies’ brains splatter on judgement day. 

Second to mention is just another topic I keep not getting around to and that is the likelihood of reparitions for tax dollars eventually taking place some day in a similar way as slavery payback. I actually do side pretty whole heartedly with slavery reparitions and think it is a goal that can and does happen in disguised forms.  But some of the reason I can’t make my rightful contribution is from the very same racist politics of people who deny so many other types of leeching, abuse, and deliberate societal harm that happens in our world and country from people of any background.

 

Thirdly, what is happening with these pandemics and shootings? Will people really not whisper the possibility of biological warfare and foreign attacks? I think some of the assault, both as war and defamation, is a delayed reaction to the British Empire and a still embarrassingly reluctant or involuntary admission that people should have more eagerly accepted the gospel that was shared to them two hundred or so years ago. People’s edited anti-colonial narratives have to leave out a lot of facts to continue a denial of what seem to be unprecedented martyrdom opportunities for whole countries and continents, which also happen to be too conspicuously inclusive and diverse for their suffering to be viewed only as a delayed retributive punishment of hypocritical oppression. Whoever demands the baton in their contrived drama of overcoming cultural domination hopefully will be just as successful with sharing the only true and enduring faith of righteous people, which is humble and powerful Christianity.  In the US, where people won’t shut up about how bad the Christians are, or Republicans, or whoever exactly has been listening to hymns in their cars, some of these suspiciously plentiful and strategically timed shootings have a self-destruction component that kind of reminds me of wars from the 1400s. I say that in code because the northerners have taught me to only pretend to speak out about “injustice,” (or is it evil), while they consistently hide their complicitness with bad people and exploiters as much as those they bully. Education on nuclear technology is just too much a worthwhile bargain trade for impressive school diversity stats.  All this stuff I politely and RIGHTFULLY kept to myself until people made their choices to harass me and ruin my life.  And now I will say why I am bothered, and it will be the same in heaven, when time is up, and God unleashes his very own individualized slurs that instantly destroy every nation and people who chose humiliation over humility.