Hello everyone, today is Saturday. I feel heartbroken because my life is a living hell and it didn’t have to be. But people are persecuting me at every step I take and everything I do to survive and succeed. Yesterday on the bus a guy was shouting at everyone and saying he was going to kill the bus driver. The bus driver did not call 911 because they like to wait for a regular person to be the one to call. But I did not call. I am not their shield and dummy and scapegoat forced to do their job. We just all stayed on the bus for a full twenty or thirty minutes until the guy got off the bus. The security people at my apartment are the same way. I don’t know that if I even called 911 for myself that any workers would be allowed to come up to my apartment in time. They would be delayed on purpose until I die.
It would probably be by suicide so maybe that would work in my favor.
At the grocery store this jerk who I went and got coffee with one day followed me in the store and wouldn’t leave me alone. I told him to go away because the grocery store is already mean to me. They are mean to me there, it is something new every time. I honestly don’t know how they think of a new problem each time.
I just boosted some facebook posts with an ad budget that is too small and delayed by a credit card not getting to me in time. Again, I can’t get mail reliably at my apartment and today when I asked the security person if we can get UPS packages here, she literally spoke gibberish instead of answering me. Like literal gibberish and no answer to my question. That is the disrespect I am treated with everywhere I go and with everything I do here.
On facebook they showed me a preview for my ad and then when I clicked save to run the ad, it changed to a stupid photo of myself and not the drawing I had chosen for page likes.
Then I tried to boost another post and they added a send message button so as to ruin it so I have to start over and the post is ruined. They did this two weeks ago to my other page, too. It is power plays, a favorite strategy of the north, rampant also in the social work field, despite the obvious ethical dishonesty and mistreatment of clients and workers.
After the bus incident last night I stopped in Starbucks and the music was nasty music that made me feel worse than even the bus danger did. I am used to that kind of sexual abuse because I used to work at Barnes and Noble. It is one of the most used weapons of the culture war against people who do what they are supposed to. And yet media has gotten a disgraceful and hypocritical pass from feminists and other so called social justice advocates, who turn out to be behind most of the same harassment as usual.
Facebook approves most of my posts within ten or twenty minutes, but when there was an American flag on a post it took a whole day. It was a joke about someone wearing clothes from the salvation army and an Old Navy hat and Nike Air Force One shoes. That is an embarrassment and I feel sorry for all of them as their bias, greed, and moral ineptitude will probably become more apparent soon as the hero children of conservatives go to fight in the upcoming world war that should already have been underway to defend a whole nation being attacked by Russians. It will be us soon enough, with some people getting a double whammy from media monsters and the government’s experiments with sanctions. I have not heard one single news story holding any tech snakes accountable for their obvious systematic creep to have the power to shut people out from their own computers. The transition from software to subscriptions, the apple blocking on phones where you can’t send an email without logging out, or logging in, or whatever they want to force you to do. No one covers these stories, it is all about the so called racism and never about the automation with specific people behind it all collecting their passive income that they learned was possible from the expensive colleges that used to tell the truth.
People do not realize who they have persecuted, and those who are enabling the true criminals in our country are going to be rudely surprised to not be spared when evil overtakes us. Don’t think it won’t be you. Don’t think it won’t be your people, and don’t think that your disgusting, nasty, racism won’t be seen for exactly what it is and discussed in a better world for eternity.
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